Life Without Shackles

Sunday, January 02, 2005

2005

I just had to write despite the time... anyway i had some slp earlier.. so it ain't tat bad.. Bear with me, there are 3 parts to the entry.

Part I
Gone are the days of 2004. Hello 2005. No i didn't welcome it with a bang, juz a quiet evening with family and friends. Just what i've been craving for A LOT recently.

And now, msgs to people.. though not all will be read by the intended person.

A big hand to my dear Father in heaven. Thank you for bringing me through last year. I've been struggling and You've been pulling me up. I've not been great but I WILL BE BETTER THIS YEAR.

Dadlee & Mamlee, I LOVE THE BOTH OF YOU. I will do what i can for the family. I promise. I won't make you both worry.

My Bablee, Jelly, Friend, Brother, Kaki. I WILL MISS YOU.. I can't imagine coming home to an empty home. Not being able to watch TV with you, have tok long slp late nites with you..... so much more. Pls pls pls take care of yourself in Oz, remember MSN or call. I'm always here.

Khor Khor, I hope you're well. We live in the same house but i talk to ppl who don't live here more than i do to you. I hope we will tok as much as we used to again. And I hope you find God again.

To my dear Alvin, thanx for being here for me this past yr. Wouldn't have been the same w/o U! Things will be tough this year but we'll be okay. I just noe it :)

Yanz and Ame, my pillars of strength in school, my girlfriends who make me laugh, the ppl i can tok to bout anyting under the sun. I hope this friendship will last a long time. *hugz*

Mummy Disa, where art thou? Thank you for advice you've given so freely. A big sis i never had. Hope to see more of you in school.

My fellow Ex-Shell worker, Leya. Thanks for the company the last 6mths at work. The small toks we had on the way to work and back, during work, during breaks. I'm glad that we aren't just classmates. You ma friend :)

ZJ, Yan & Ling. My forever buddies you guys are. How can i ever 4get the 3 of u. I'm thankful for these 7 yrs (6 for ZJ) we've known each other. I'm thankful we're still in contact and having our irregular meetings. Because ALL 3 OF YOU have shaped a BIG part of me.

For your company, hugs and nonsense, Daggedy Dag Dag & Azri (Mary). It's a wonder how both of you put up with the crap we come out wif each time we go out. Go shopping with us when you don't like to. School is fun because of ppl like you 2.

Amy Amy, my dear sister, encourager and leader. You've been a role model for me and i thank you for that. Thank you for listening and sharing. 2004 was much better because you were in it.

Same frequency bro, Gab. It has been great working with you last yr, i hope we will get to do so again. Thanx for caring and listening to me when i need to tok to someone. Just for being on the same "level" as me.

My small grp. My bundle of joyS. I had a great time noeing ALL of you (though some more than the others..) But thank you for making teaching enjoyable and making me feel young (when we have games). Thank you for sharing yourselves with me.

As for the rest, I'm sorry if i don't have a msg for you, but I still thank you for being a part of my life because you bother to read my blog :)

Part II
NY Eve - Spent a good half of they day in school. Of cos it helped that Mr Pok was the one teaching us MOST of the time :) and B. Wong was in a good mood the rest of the lesson. After taking pics and waiting for our dear friends to finish the tutorial ass. Ame (was great to chill wif u after so long!!! heh), Yanz, Dag, Azri and I headed to have our lunch at KFC. We had a family feast. Which was followed by Macs where Ame and Dag had ice cream.

We entertained ourselves with Azri's iBook and butterflies which Ame gave me and Yanz. We never fail to make ourselves happy don't we? :) We also spent some time looking at photos taken over the last 2 yrs Azri had in his com. My my.. how time flies..

A few of my relatives came over for a simple dinner later on. Got to see my nephew again :) Den headed to church for watchnight. And over to Daryl's place for more food and unfinished movies.

1st Jan 05 - I had a gd meal today. Courtesy of my dear Alvin. Thank you :)

Part III
To be honest, i wasn't looking forward to the new year. In fact i dreaded moving on to this year. How i wished time could have juz stopped on New Year's Eve.

It seems so fast, i don't know if i'll be able to deal with it. And soon after that my whole life will be different. IT'S NOT EXCITING. IT'S SCARY.

Lord, please kp me strong for myself and for my family...

Meanwhile....
HAPPY 2005

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