I feel like my past has caught up with me. Not in a bad way.. a good way :)

Singing is a great outlet in this poor, old, lonely land of Perth I'm in. And getting to see sound editing software is rather therapeutic I must say.. haha yes yes.. call me mad.. but well if you know me well enough I just love music (that's why my dream of being a DJ last time?) and I loved every single minute of the radio projects we had to do in CMM. Locking yourself in a room with the computer editing your voice over and over again may not exactly be fun for some of you guys. But no matter how much I didn't like how I sounded, I really loved every minute of doing it. From the recording to editing to playback. When I handed in my assignments, though not always that good, I'm still proud to say it is my work.

But well yes... I got distracted.. haha it's fun recording my singing again (no I'm not letting all of you hear it haha). And having Melvin send me his guitar playing and adding in my voice just reminds me of the good ol' days in TMS. What's more, I have Ling who's doing it too!! The only difference is we're not singing together in person.. but hey we used to record our singing at home last time too! Ahh sweet sweet memories..

You know what I miss too? I miss dance too.. I miss Mr Rus. I miss the dance studio. I miss the 4 of us (Fen, Marie, Ling & Me) going to the dance studio early turning on the aircon, changing into our track pants and gossipping b4 practise started. I miss us doing the same warm-up routine we did all the time. I miss us practising like mad for performances. I miss us trying to do the moves Fen practices for her ballet during the breaks in=between. Ok.. I could just go on and on.. haha

And guess what? Ling just told me that she was reading thru her autograph book and how a lot of ppl always put the 2 of us together. Even in my book it was the same case. Well we were inseperable then and we still are now. Online. Haha :) I love you babe!

Now I think back and I think about all the dreams that I had of what I wanted to be since young. I wanted to be a teacher, a lawyer, a ballerina, a singer, a teacher, a dancer, a film maker, an events planner, a radio DJ, own an events company (so I get to do sound and events planning). And now, well I still would love to be a dancer if I could haha, but also do events planning/PR with the dreams of earning enough cash to open a bridal studio and be a wedding planner. :) How my dreams have changed and how much I've grown. I'm already talking about where I want to work next time, which kind of company/place I should get a job at, and if it'd help me if I start doing weddings next time. Sometimes I feel like my dream is so out of reach, and yet it seems achievable if I just put my mind to it.

But for now.. I'll just have to contend with finishing my degree and singing to occupy my time before I can start working towards my dream :) But hey it's good enough for me, I'm starting to feel all musical again.. haha


BTW, Happy April Fool's Day!

Tash @ 12:11 AM