Jealousy is an evil evil thing I tell you.. couple it with fear and all hell breaks lose in the emotional department for TaraLee. Smth I haven't felt in a long long time. And I don't wish to experience it any time soon.. even if it lasted for just a few mins like just now.

After this 2 comes worrying which makes me want to tear my hair out (I know I sound like TanyaLing :p) especially when I can't do anything and it happens to ppl who are oh so dear to me. It sucks.. BIG TIME. And I can just cry. But I'm tahaning. Wat an emo person I am.. bah.

And that's why I need God. He's the one I know who'll keep me sane and give me the strength I need to last. He's my refuge, my comforter, my Father.


"You are all that I need
The only treasure I see
You're the air that helps me breathe
through the darkest night
When I fall down on my knees
I was blind but now I see
You are all that I need"
- All That I Need, Corrinne May

Tash @ 11:45 PM