Todae the topic for the day is LOVES of my life! :) I'm feeling all mushy, like porridge, today.. so bear with me.. if not.. dun read! :p
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My first love of cos is my
Father in Heaven, Creator, Comforter, Friend, Giver, Saviour... and the list goes on and on and on. But He's still the one and only!
Isn't it amazing that we don't have to do anything to be blessed. But instead we are blessed and so we do! :) Our Lord is amazing!
I've never felt this free in worshipping Him after soooo long. I tink I've really started to put down all the baggages and put all my trust in Him once again. I'm starting to feel Him again and hear Him. Now life is all good! I can't stop thanking him everyday for the way tings are now. He is the God of second chances :)
Sometimes we don't understand things are the way they are, and we seek for answers so hard only to come to a dead end time and time again. And den we start to question Him over and over again, and sometimes to the extent of getting fed up and we stop toking to Him like we did. At least tat was wat I did.
But the great thing about Him is.. He never gave up on me. He patiently waited for me to wake up and come back to Him as He slowly revealed tings to me bit by bit. Although I may not noe everything rite now.. but I noe.. in His time. He will only give me the best so why worry? :)
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The second love I want to tok bout is
my dear boi Ivan.. I know that I have never really spoken about him on my blog b4.. so today's a first :)
I must admit that us getting together wasn't exactly a super smooth one and there were a lot.. and I mean A LOT of problems and obstacles that we had to overcome because of our past, as well as ppl's views on us. And I had so many doubts and uncertainties bout us, tat was part of y I was questioning so much, as I mentioned above. But u noe wat? I'm glad I stuck thru this and I dun regret a single bit.
My baby's really been a blessing to me and if it wasn't for him, I seriously dunno how I would have managed these last few mths being here. He's been patient, understanding, sensitive and loving in all the rite amounts to know how to act and wat to say to make me feel better when I'm feeling under the weather. He's the one who's been encouraging and reminding me whether in words or actions, to do my QT, pray and continue to trust and believe in Him just when I needed tat extra push.
We may be miles away and sometimes we do feel the strain of being apart, but ultimately we know that God will guide us thru this. We noe the road ahead is not an easy one, but wat we have, we noe is smth worth going thru it all for.
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And my third and final love I'm gona mention today is my dearest dearest babeh and lesbian partner of all time..
TANYALING!!! haha
What would I do without this wonderful girlfriend of mine whom I'm so thankful for. She's the one I can talk to, crap with, laugh with, cry with, go crazy with, nag at, and she still loves me for me. She's one of the few who bothers to ask how things are going with me, listen to me b****, and get angry at ppl for me haha
She understands me and almost always know how I'd react and wat I'd say in situations. She's one of the few ppl who has me caught in a spell where I can cry for her just because I noe she's upset. And I can safely say tat there's noting more we want den for each other to be happy :)
We've been thru so much shit (pardon me language) together but we're still going strong and loving each other even more.. (yes yes I told lesbian partner wat :p)
The 2 of us are so different yet so alike. The distance can't tear us apart babeh ;)
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And that's the end of my topic for the day.. :p
I know that I haven't mentioned ALOT of you.. but I haven't forgotten you ok.. I still love you guys :) *hugz*
P/S:
Tiff thanks for praying for me today!! :D
