Today I would say is a fulfilling day.. :)
First I managed to do cut and paste quite a lot of stuff on my scrapbook. And den I managed to tok properly with
my boi :D and just had a good conversation with
Karthik. Really good to tok to u again after ages man.. haha :)
Toking to
Karthik.. I tot back about how I was last time.. and how selfish I was.. but I'm glad that I learnt from it and I changed. To be honest I am quite disgusted at the way I handled things back when I was in Sec 3.. with
Wenliang, with
Ivan, with
Junhao. But if it wasn't for that.. I wouldn't have learnt and be what I am today.
And I have to thank one person who really woke me up.
Junie. :)
I think I never told you, but tat time, when I had problems with
Wenliang. You wrote me a letter that really woke me up. And
Jun, if it weren't for the harshness of tat letter, I don't tink I would have realised what an idiot I was. I dunno if you still remember tat letter though :p Babe, you really are one of the greatest girls I noe and I'm really thankful to have a friend like you! :) However life may be treating you now, know that there are ppl who still love you and you really deserve to be happy. We may not be tat close as we were last time, and I may noe know what you're going through rite now. But anytime you need to tok, I'll be here for you yah ;) I LOVE YOU!! heh
And did I ever tell you guys how wonderful my boi is?? He really is such a blessing to me and I really thank
God that he is able to look past all that has happened and accept me for what I am today. I LOVE YOU DEAR!! :)
And yes besides tat.. I feel so loved today.. because I know how much ppl miss me.. Even wanting me to DHL myself back or pack myself in a suitcase and send myself back, with extra oxygen tanks in tow so I'll survive and reach SG back earlier. haha
What more can I ask for with a boi like
Ivan and friends like you guys? You all really know how to make my day :)
I really am blessed.