I'm tired.. but I don't want to slp.. I don't know why.. I don't know what I'm afraid of. I wish everything would just go away. My brain feels like it's gona burst. This is worse than studying for an exam cos it sucks out every drop of energy I have in me.
I really need my break. Will Bangkok come soon pls. 3 days of escape from everything will do me good. I think.
Going out alone now isn't as therapeutic as it was. Reading a book and concentrating on the story while listening to music does it now.
Look into my eyes
Our's no love sacrifice
For it has helped us to grow
And im sorry i know just how far i have to go aloneFor now...
I've told you before, and I'll kp telling you. It's not all your fault.