Thank
God i survived the week tat juz past. This was one of the worst weeks ever.. Hopefully there won't be anymore weeks like tis.
Anger - I've gotten so pissed that i wanted to use the f word (n for those of you who dunno, i hate to use tat word).
Stress - I've been so bloody stressed i cried 2 out of 5 nites.
Irk - I've seen so many sides of ppl in these few days tat i wished i didn't see.
Lack of Sleep - I've only had an average of 3-4hrs slp a day. All these rolled into one week. Even my mum could tell i needed a break.
But despite all these, i thank
God for my friends with me, cos they helped make this week all tat much bearable. *hugz* Thanks guys.
Yesterday after school, although all of us were so bloody tired, we made our way down to
TM for dinner and relax time after the long day. It was good to juz chill. Not think bout school.. actually we did lah.. but not bout work.. bitchin' session.. :) let out all the pent up stress and anger. was good. VERY GOOD.
And of cos i have to thank
God again, he helped me last thru the whole of Friday till 12midnite (after which i zonked out till 1.45pm today) on an hour's worth of slp. Amazing.
This weekend.. juz chill.. no tinking of school.. leave tat to Monday.
I get really disturbed when i hear stuff ppl say about church.. in particular our YM. I get really disgusted at comments some ppl can make, and worse still, it's when they noe shit bout wat we do, or even when they or their children are/have been in it.
If they think that we can't do a gd job of looking after their kids, why don't they take a look at themselves first. We only see them so much a wk when they see them everyday, yet they can still say dunno wat YM teaching their kids. If they think that we're doing such a bad job, den come bloody do it themselves instead of saying all tat crap.
You think all of us are serving full time ah? You think the YM has a bank full of money ah? If you dunno anyting, juz keep your mouth shut. Sheesh!
Ok.. sorry juz had to get tat out... pardon me.
Tis time 2ml, my mum and bro will almost be on the plane, on their way to
Down Under. So fast.. N my dad will be gone too. It's gona be a really loooooooooooooong week...