Sumtimes i wish i didn't have to grow up... but den we would never noe how much more wonderful life could be would we?
Sumtimes i wish i could become what i want to be without having to go through all that studying... but den we wouldn't be satisfied and appreciate it that much if we got it that easily would we?
Sumtimes i wish i could do what i wanna do without having to tink of the repercussions... but den we would end up getting in a lot of trouble wouldn't we?

I miss the times when i danced so much my body ached...
I miss the times we practised the steps over n over again n again juz to get them rite...
I miss the times i performed on stage and came off feeling relieved i did everyting rite...

I miss the times i sang so much i could memorize the lyrics of all the songs i sang...
I miss the times we practised so hard to get our parts rite and record them...
I miss the times we dreamed about making it big but never tot it was impossible to achieve them...

I watch these ppl on Singapore Idol singing.. some making a fool of themselves and some making the first step to achieve their dreams.. n i tink to myself.. wat am i doing? am i achieving my dream?

Juz last nite, was toking to KB and he mentioned not having seen me dance b4.. i do want to dance again.. but juz haven't been looking for the avenues to.. i don't have to perform though i love to, i juz want to be able to dance again. Since i came to poly.. i only danced/performed once.. tat was during the X'mas Carnival my church had.

I want to be a DJ.. but can i really make it? i dunno.. everyting i'm doin now doesn't seem to be pointing to that way.. What is my dream really?

Reading "The Dream Giver" now.. God gives all of us a dream, a dream so big that we tink it's impossible to do because we tink we're so small and it's too big for us to handle. But when we do try to reach for the dream, we meet with obstacles that stop us, and these obstacles are most of the times ppl who know us well, and on top of that we are afraid to leave our own comfort zone. But we gota kp trusting that He will provide no matter how dark it seems, and when we achieve it in the end, there'll be even bigger dreams for us to achieve.

What is the dream i'm set out to achieve? I shall continue to ponder and pray bout it..

Anyway, tok bout dance.. anybody interested to join me? Might be taking classes or mite go for a dance camp instead during the one wk break we have in Nov. Details on the dance camp.. it's a day camp ting for 5 days and everyday there'll be lessons on Ballet, Contemporary, Jazz, World Dance, Improvisation/Compostition and Dance Production. It costs bout $200 plus anyone interested let me noe yah.

Well i better go now.. it's late.. work 2ml.. sigh.. i wanna stay home...

Tash @ 1:01 AM